If I HAD You...

It's that time again! The time for me to open up about a few things. Hey! Don't put that face. This Blog is just for that, for me to express everything, open up and learn about it. So, here we go.

Why the title? I was listening to this song of Adam Lambert: If I Had You, that goes like this:

But if I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need

Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete

If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy

As I was listening I started thinking about realtionships. Past realtionships. Oh Yeah, I went deep. What if I still was dating one of them. Yeah, some songs do this to me. Don't you always relate to some songs? Man, it's like they took it out your head!! So anyways, the song!!

I invite you to play with me the game of: If I Had you....? (Get into my head)

Boyfriend #1: V

Oh first love. First a lot of things (Not that! What is wrong with you people!!). He was sweet. He was a good boyfriend, till the end. Now, If I Had you I will be babysitting you still. I did Loved you, but you breaking up with me was the best thing you did for me. I grew up so much after that, opened my eyes to new things. Got to know who I was, what I wanted. Thank you. :) So, nope we were no good together.

Boyfriend #2: J

He was the best out of the 3 and we still have no got to the 3rd. JAJA He was attentive, smart, had goals, wanted something out of life. He just made me feel wanted. Now, If I Had you we will never have worked. It's true. Friendship was too strong. We are SO alike. That's why friendship is the way to go. Love you Best Male Friend! :P

Boyfriend #3: E

I was not looking for him. I didn't even liked him at the begining. He was a year younger than me. Now, If I Had you I would be in deep sh*t. Cause you made me feel like you really care but all the time you were interested in some else. Now I understand you completely, but If I was in your shoes, I would not even look for some else to feel the void, I would have fight for what I wanted. Next time think about that. No hard feeling, I swear. :) Just take that advice.

Now about the non-boyfriends, the flings, well that's for another blog entry. :P

So, yeah. Is it me? Is it them? I came to the conclusion that I have bad taste in men. :/ Haha

Ok People...Just wanted to take this out of my head and share.

Next time baby I'll be BULLETPROOF! ♪♫ :) ♥

Dream On! Dream On! Dream On!

You Missed me? I'm Back!

I know...I know..I've abandoned my blog way too long. I'm alive! No need to fear! I've been doing so much and been busy with work. Yes, people I'm a working girl. Got a pay check and everything. Guess what I'm doing? No....NO...not that!! You all have dirty minds! I'm a customer care agent for a cellphone company. Yep, another call center. Being back again was weird at the beginning, you know, new people, new stuff to learn. I felt rusty, but I think that I got it now.

My co-workers are very different from each other. But, good people with values, very funny guys. I cry laughing everyday. Very stress free environment, till you get to the phones. It's true that you got to be Empathic and all, but sometimes I just want to release some calls. One time, because I couldn't hear the customer, I told her: 'Please can you talk a little bit louder, cause I can't barely here you', I said this twice, and she yelled: 'BITCH' and hanged up. My God, people got to be more patient and stuff, I'm patient with them so why not return the favour?

Anyway, I'm enjoying a lot my work. More because I have a motivation. A Dream! Saving up money so I can travel out of DR for some sightings. My Mom always says 'If you really want to accomplish something you got to think about it everyday for motivation and also have a picture of it so you can see it everyday'. I'm doing that, and is really working. I recommend it!

Here's a picture of me at work.

Susan (my co-worker and partner in crime) made this AWESOME Rice Krispies treats for me and Dany (My other co-worker and partner in crime). They were SO good! I'm dying to make some....soon!!

So, once again, I'm Alive! Just got a hectic Schedule. I'm always on FB, you know that!

I promise I won't let my blog abandoned anymore.

Cacth you guys soon. :)

''Sing with me, sing for the year

Sing for the laugh, sing for the tear..Dream On''♪♫ :)

Ozumy, Who?

I Came to realise that ever since I started this blog I haven't said anything about me. Who am I? What are my likes and dislikes? What am I passionate about? Do you really think you know me? I got somethings that maybe you didn't know. I think this is important, because if you are reading this you'll be able to understand about what I write. Also, understand the reason why this blog is really here.

So, where to start? I was born in 1987, March 6. My granma Hilda complains (jokes about) that I was the only one of her granchildren didn't let her sleep, cause I was born early morning at 2am on the dot. Here is my first picture ever. Mom looks like She's thinking: Oh man, what did I got myself into? :P



But, Surprise Surprise! I was a perfect child! I really was. You can ask my Granma or aunts, I didn't cry at all, I could stay alone in my crib playing and you'd never notice I was there. I grew up surround by girls, all my aunts and uncles had girls around the time I was born, so in order of age we were Laura, Grenic, Me, Rocio, Ruth Maria. We were a year apart. We were this little clan, playing around together. That's why today we are more like sisters than cousins. This a pic of Laura and me back in the day. Soon I'll put one with all of us.



My personality and who I am today had a lot to do with my family. We are a BIG and UNITE family. When we get together, is just crazy. I really mean it about the crazy part. We are your normal Dominican family, The Big L's: Loud and Loving. :)

I had a very Happy childhood. I was loved and didn't have anything to complain about. My uncle Santiago is the one that has the fault I watch too much TV today. He used to take care of me, and I'll watch with Him things like 'Baywatch', C'mon uncle! But yeah, I laugh a lot with it! I think this is way my first word was 'Bye Bye'.

As I said before, my personality had a lot to do with my family. At first, and this may be a shocker, I was VERY shy. I couldn't talk to any other kids at school, I was quite. I was known for being quite, calm and never did nothing wrong. Now, everything has change, and that other part of my personality has a lot to do with my friends. I change a lot as soon as I got into College. I met down to earth, funny, living life people. I really didn't change, I just improve myself.

Now with some things I bet you know and didn't know about me. I love pink. That's simple. My fav color says about me that I'm: "Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities." I Agree completely with this. :)

I wear my feelings on my sleeve. That's a bad thing and a good thing. I take risks. I don't believe in the What if's. Also a good and bad thing. I am a hopeless romantic. My relationships never work, because I give to much and receive less in return. I can't help it, I am a giver never specting anything in return. Gotta try to change that..

I give nicknames to all my friends. It's crazy. If you have a nickname given by me, I am sorry, I just can't help it. I think is my way to say you are special to me. :) Oh Music. I can't ever answer that question: What's you fav artist? I don't have one in particular. I love music, I enjoy Music. I like a lot of types of music. I'm very open minded about music. It's just the same with movies, but i do have a especial love for 'Jerry Maguire'. I'm a super sucker for romantic comedies. But I'll watch anything: love, drama, suspense, scary, comedies.

If I have to describe myself, I'll have to say that I'm a fun, loving, simple, free, quirky, family proud, friendly type of girl. VERY proud of heritage. Who wants more of life. Who simply wants everyone around her to be happy. Who wants to transmit happiness. Who wants YOU to see her for who she is.

Now, I've talked to much. So for now, this is what I got.

Thank you for reading.

The week so far...

This week has been pretty good so far. I've been working on an AIESEC project, trying to study as much as I can, cut my hair, had some coloring on it (it's brown and red now, not what I was going for, but let's play with it for now). The best part of the week has been hanging out with my cousin. She's my age, and we have always gotten along. She's 3 months older than me, so she's like my 'big sis' and does everything a big sister does. :) I missed hanging out with her. Family is like home. Something you'll never get tired of. I love her.

Yesterday was Canada day. 1st Celebration for me. It was cool, having a good time drinking beer and great conversations. Kierstin was a great host. Answering my weird questions about random stuff from Canada. (Thanks for being patient with me Canuck) I leaned a lot. I'm so visiting some day!

What do you think, Do I Look Canadian?





Paula was funny yesterday. She made me laugh so much! I don't know if it was the beer or something. Something was definitely up. Everybody enjoy it a lot. I had a serious conversation too that I didn't really wanted to have, but it was something that had to be done. We didn't quite finish it, cause everybody was more into it than into the party. Also people kept interrupting it. I don't think is over yet.

The canadian beer (Molson) was ok. Diffrent, but ok. Kinda taste it like malt. I liked it. Did I say that Kierstin was a GREAT host? She was! She even sang a Canadian song, english and french version. Great night! I hope she felt better yesterday. She's been really homesick lately.

Today is Friday! Thank God! So much to do this weekend. Spending time with friends!Three Bday parties at once today, pool tomorrow, sushi on sunday! Oh, the life! :P

Have a great weekend everyone. See you in the South. :)

The meaning of...

So...I know what you're asking yourselves right now. Why in the hell is Ozumy writing a blog?

Well, I felt inspired a while ago to do it. Isn't a blog to express what's inside of you? your ideas? your sadness or happiness? That's what I'm here for, to share and for you to share back.

Why in english? Cause I wanna go international! :P I'm kidding. Just to make it more aproachable! :)

The meaning of 'Don't have North...Have a South' is about that spanish (I don't now if english speakers use it to, or in any other countries) expression when people are disoriented, or out of control: 'No tiene Norte', it means that the person has lost it's way. I belive we all try to keep ourselves in track. To do what we're suppose to do. But I also belive in doing it our own way. How we want it, no how others want it. That's why I rather have a South then a North.

Doing it my way, How I feel confortable, what makes me happy. I challenge YOU to also have a South. Go the other way. Feel it. ♥ :)


Until Next time.